Every evening now I make my escape. I set up a sort of art studio surrounding the comfy cushions of my favorite chair, an armchair with ample arms to accommodate all my stuff – tubes of paint, plastic palettes, cotton paper, a selection of brushes, a couple of water pots, paper towels – and I become a watercolor painter. Not an aspiring professional one, of course. My highest aspirations are to enjoy and escape.
As my mother often told me (but I never listened then), painting is a balm. When I’m painting now I have no worries, no headaches, no abdominal pain, no anxiety about anything. I get so focused, so carried away with what I’m doing, I don’t have a care. No doubt there are other ways to achieve this kind of bliss, but this way is legal, affordable, and harmless. So it suits me best.
As I know I’ve mentioned before, I like to paint landscapes most of all. There’s something about that dividing line – the horizon line – that guides and grounds me in the painting.
Being an Earth sign (Taurus), I feel happiest on terra firma – clomping along on the burnt umber (or perylene green or whatever color I happen to be on) ground – while way up there out of my reach is the cobalt blue sky, with maybe a fluffy cloud or two blowing through. In the distance are misty, grayish/purplish mountains. In the mid-ground there are earthy or verdant mid-tones, objects coming into focus. And in the foreground things are in clearer, sharper focus. So much to keep in mind.
When I began this watercolor journey in earnest last year, I thought it would be easy. How wrong I was! For months now I’ve been watching watercolor tutorials on YouTube every night, paying close attention, taking notes, trying to emulate the instructor’s demonstrations. It’s a steep learning curve, and I’m still bumping along the bottom of it. But I’m loving the challenge and the climb.
On a particularly hot-hot afternoon this week, I forced myself to walk to the not-too-distant art and design center here in San Miguel de Allende, Fabrica la Aurora, pretending it was a large, air-conditioned art museum (which it is not). I went from gallery to gallery admiring the landscape paintings. At one, Carral Espacio, I picked up a postcard by Jorge Carral that caught my eye; and that evening I used it as a reference photo for my nightly watercolor exercise:
At another gallery that day I studied abstract landscapes and later tried my hand at this genre – first marking the horizon line, then applying blobs of paint directly from the tubes onto the 100% cotton paper, spritzing with water and tilting the board this way and that, pushing and cajoling the paint with unconventional tools (a twig, a cut-up credit card), and so on. Great fun — as much fun as finger painting was when I was a kid.
I can do this now, you see, because I’ve recently claimed my artistic license. In fact, just last week I made myself an artistic license plate and hung it on the wall above my kitchen sink to remind me that it’s more than okay to spend time every day creating. I now consider it not only my bliss but my raison d’etre.
The God I believe in and beseech every morning for strength for the day is an artist – The Great Creator – who did not finish his masterpiece within just one week, as many were taught to believe. My God continues to inspire his creations to carry on the work of creating.
This is not silly, childish, time-wasting work, as some might contend. This is divine work, in my view. And now that I have the time to do it, as a retiree in la tercera edad (the third age), while I’m still able to walk on my beloved terra firma and pick up a slim brush and dip it in water and paint, I must continue to try.
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Note:
I’m benefiting immensely, I feel, from three watercolor artists, all in Britain, who generously share their talents and experience in You Tube tutorials. My favorite, because of her boundless compassion and encouragement is Lois Davidson. I’ve become one of Lois’s Patreon members (for only $4 a month) and joined her enormously supportive Facebook group.
Karen Rice’s short, pithy videos giving step-by-step tips and techniques for watercolor beginners have been invaluable to me as well.
And Oliver Pyle, an outstanding watercolor landscape artist, is also a gifted teacher. His You Tube videos are longer and more in-depth, but his clear explanations and careful demonstrations are easy to follow.
As all three say at the end of their tutorials, “Happy painting!”
OMG, Bonnie, this is fantastic! While I thought your painting from the photo was excellent (my, you have really grown as a watercolorist!), I LOVED the abstract painting. Truly creative, as you alluded to in your penultimate paragraph. And your Guanajuato license to create is perfect. Glad you hung it up, as if you needed reminding.
Here’s a little synchronicity for you. I used the very word you used, beseech, in my writing today. How about that?
Mil gracias, BeDear! Yes, beseech is such a beautiful, old, Biblical-sounding word, isn’t it. And that’s just what I do — beg my God for strength every day.
Very inspiring Amiga! I may have to give it a try, although I would be enormously impatient learning the rules that all beginners must, I guess, learn. Thank you for sharing your talents with me, figuratively and literally!
Thank you, querida Kim. So glad you found it inspiring. It helps to be an introverted homebody, who doesn’t mind (at all) not going out in the evening. I just pretend I’m attending art school at night. 🙂
I loved this piece and I really liked your attempt at abstract landscapes. I admire how you have embraced painting and how it calms you. I am going to suggest to my husband that maybe he would like to take up this”hobby”.
Thank you, Dorit! Yes, send your hubby to You Tube tutorials, and if he enjoys them maybe he’d like to take an in-person class right here in SMA.
I absolutely love your landscapes, realistic or abstract. ¡Feliz pintura!
Gracias, querida Te! You must try it yourself. You’d love it. — xx
Delightful post, Bonnie and lovely artwork. Watercolor isn’t an easy medium so I am impressed. As Henry Miller said, “To paint is to love again.”
Thank you, dear Brigid. Yes, I agree with Henry Miller. This does feel something like a love affair! 🙂
Adelante, Amiga. I admire your perserverence. And with a sense of humor. I think I need my very own license to explore and paint. Right now I’m focused on journaling in Spain. Loving it all.
So happy to know you’re loving your pilgrimage, Suzanne! Maybe you could try doing some quick sketches of the countryside into your journal along your daily walks. Can’t wait to hear all about it. Safe travels. — BB
Bravo Bonnie! I have always loved your skill at water coloring … remembering my visit in Taos
Merci, M-L! Was I dabbling in watercolors then too? Well, I’m taking it much more seriously now. You’ll see, when you come back to SMA for a visit. — xx
Dear Bon,
I can’t express how much I like your idea of creating your own artistic license. It is inspired! I actually think you could make and sell them. I genuinely believe people would buy them. Brilliant!
Love,
Paul
Yes, it’s a fun idea, isn’t it, Paul dear? I wouldn’t want to make them and sell them, but I’m thrilled when someone tells me she’s made one for herself.